The Shining

B in history or botany. He was a fierce field contender but a lackadaisical, amused sort of student in the classrooms Jack was familiar with the type, more from his own days as a high school and college student than from his teaching experience, which was at second hand. George Hatfield was a jock. He could be a calm, undemanding figure in the classroom, but when the right set of competitive stimuli was applied (like electrodes to the temples of Frankenstein’s monster, Jack thought wryly), he could become a juggernaut.
In January, George had tried out with two dozen others for the debate team. He had been quite frank with Jack. His father was a corporation lawyer, and he wanted his son to follow in his footsteps. George, who felt no burning call to do anything else, was willing. His grades were not top end, but this was, after all, only prep school and it was still early times. If should be came to must be, his father could pull some strings. George’s own athletic ability would open still other doors. But Brian Hatfield thought his son should get on the debate team. It was good practice, and it was something that law-school admissions boards always looked for. So George went out for debate, and in late March Jack cut him from the team.
The late winter inter-squad debates had fired George Hatfield’s competitive soul. He became a grimly determined debater, prepping his pro or con position fiercely. It didn’t matter if the subject was legalization of marijuana, reinstating the death penalty, or the oil-depletion allowance. George became conversant, and he was just jingoist enough to honestly not care which side he was on-a rare and valuable trait’, even in high-level debaters, Jack knew. The souls of a true carpetbagger and a true debater were not far removed from each other; they were both passionately interested in the main chance. So far, so good.
But George Hatfield stuttered.
This was not a handicap that had even shown up in the classroom, where George was always cool and collected (whether he had done his homework or not), and certainly not on the Stovington playing fields, where talk was not a virtue and they sometimes even threw you out of the game for too much discussion.
When George got tightly wound up in a debate, the stutter would come out. The more eager he became, the worse it was. And when he felt he had an opponent dead in his sights, an intellectual sort of buck fever seemed to take place between his speech centers and his mouth and he would freeze solid while the clock ran out. It was painful to watch.
“S-S-So I th-th-think we have to say that the fuh-fuh-facts in the c-case Mr. D-D-D-Dorsky cites are ren-ren-rendered obsolete by the ruh-recent duh-duhdecision handed down inin-in… “
The buzzer would go off and George would whirl around to stare furiously at Jack, who sat beside it. George’s face at those moments would be flushed, his notes crumpled spasmodically in one hand.
Jack had held on to George long after he had cut most of the obvious flat tires, hoping George would work out. He remembered one late afternoon about a week before he had reluctantly dropped the ax. George had stayed after the others had filed out, and then had confronted Jack angrily.
“You s-set the timer ahead.”
Jack looked up from the papers he was putting back into his briefcase.
“George, what are you talking about?”
“I d-didn’t get my whole five mih-minutes. You set it ahead. I was wuhwatching the clock.”
“The clock and the timer may keep slightly different times, George, but I never touched the dial on the damned thing. Scout’s honor.”
“Yuh-yuh-you did!”
The belligerent, I’m-sticking-up-for-my-rights way George was looking at him had sparked Jack’s own temper. He had
been off the sauce for two months, two months too long, and he was ragged. He made one last effort to hold himself in. “I assure you I did not, George. It’s your stutter. Do you have any idea what causes it? You don’t stutter in class.”
“I duh-duh-don’t s-s-st-st-stutterl”
“Lower your voice.”
“You w-want to g-get met You duh-don’t w-want me on your g-g-goddam team!”
“Lower your voice, I said. Let’s discuss this rationally.”
“F-fuh-fuck th-that!”
“George, if you control your stutter, I’d be glad to have you. You’re well prepped for every practice and you’re good at the background stuff, which means you’re rarely surprised. But all that doesn’t mean much if you can’t control that-”
“I’ve neh-neh-never stuttered!” he cried out. “It’s yuh-you! I i-if suhsomeone else had the d-d-deb-debate t-team, I could-”
Jack’s temper slipped another notch.
“George, you’re never going to make much of a lawyer, corporation or otherwise,