The Shining

always propped open and all the old companions were gathered around the electronic hockey game, glasses in hand, Al Shockley prominent among them with his tie loosened and the top button of his shirt undone? A place where both she and Danny were excluded and the boogie went on endlessly?
Wendy was worried about him, the old, helpless worry that she had hoped was behind her forever in Vermont, as if worry could somehow not cross state lines. She didn’t like what the Overlook seemed to be doing to Jack and Danny.
The most frightening thing, vaporous and unmentioned, perhaps unmentionable, was that all of Jack’s drinking symptoms had come back, one by one… all but the drink itself. The constant wiping of the lips with hand or handkerchief, as if to rid them of excess moisture. Long pauses at the typewriter, more balls of paper in the wastebasket. There had been a bottle of Excedrin on the telephone table tonight after Al had called him, but no water glass. He had been chewing them again. He got irritated over little things. He would unconsciously start snapping his fingers in a nervous rhythm when things got too quiet. Increased profanity. She had begun to worry about his temper, too. It would almost come as a relief if he would lose it, blow off steam, in much the same way that he went down to the basement first thing in the morning and last thing at night to dump the press on the boiler. It would almost be good to see him curse and kick a chair across the room or slam a door. But those things, always an integral part of his temperament, had almost wholly ceased. Yet she had the feeling that Jack was more and more often angry with her or Danny, but was refusing to let it out. The boiler had a pressure gauge: old, cracked, clotted with grease, but still workable. Jack had none. She had never been able to read him very well. Danny could, but Danny wasn’t talking.
And the call from Al. At about the same time it had come, Danny had lost all interest in the story they had been reading. He left her to sit by the fire and crossed to the main desk where Jack had constructed a roadway for his matchbox cars and trucks. The Violent Violet Volkswagen was there and Danny had begun to push it rapidly back and forth. Pretending to read her own book but actually looking at Danny over the top of it, she had seen an odd amalgam of the ways she and Jack expressed anxiety. The wiping of the lips. Running both hands nervously through his hair, as she had done while waiting for Jack to come home from his round of the bars. She couldn’t believe Al had called just to “ask how things were going.” If you wanted to shoot the bull, you called Al. When Al called you, that was business.
Later, when she had come back downstairs, she had found Danny curled up by the fire again, reading the second-grade-primer adventures of Joe and Rachel at the circus with their daddy in complete, absorbed attention. The fidgety distraction had completely disappeared. Watching him, she had been struck again by the eerie certainty that Danny knew more and understood more than there was room for in Dr. (“Just call me Bill”) Edmonds’s philosophy.
“Hey, time for bed, doc,” she’d said.
“Yeah, okay.” He marked his place in the book and stood up.
“Wash up and brush your teeth.”
“Okay.”
“Don’t forget to use the floss.”
“I won’t.”
They stood side by side for a moment, watching the wax and wane of the coals of the fire. Most of the lobby was chilly and drafty, but this circle around the fireplace was magically warm, and hard to leave.
“It was Uncle Al on the phone,” she said casually.
“Oh yeah?” Totally unsurprised.
“I wonder if Uncle Al was mad at Daddy,” she said, still casually.
“Yeah, he sure was,” Danny said, still watching the fire. “He didn’t want Daddy to write the book.”
“What book, Danny?”
“About the hotel.”
The question framed on her lips was one she and Jack had asked Danny a thousand times: How do you know that? She hadn’t asked him. She didn’t want to upset him before bed, or make him aware that they were casually discussing his knowledge of things he had no way of knowing at all. And he did know, she was convinced of that. Dr. Edmonds’s patter about inductive reasoning and subconscious logic was just that: patter. Her sister… how had Danny known she was thinking about Aileen in the waiting room that day? And
(I dreamed Daddy had an accident.)
She shook her head, as if to clear it. “Go wash up, doc.”
“Okay.” He ran up the stairs toward their quarters. Frowning, she had gone into the kitchen to warm Jack’s milk in a saucepan.
And now, lying wakeful in her bed and listening to her husband’s breathing and the wind outside (miraculously, they’d had only another flurry that afternoon; still no